Get up
Come on Alex get yourself off the floor
Wipe away the cobwebs push your feet to the door
Remove the knife from your back, don’t flinch at the pain
Sew up your scars, remove the tear and blood stain
Paint on a smile because that’s what gets you by
Remember to save one for the people on which you rely
Alex come on now get your self through that door
I know that half of you doesnt care any more
But you’ve got your head, your heart, your strong
Even if your not sure where they truly belong
With your head in  heart and heart in head
Forget everything else remember what they said
“you fail at everything so why stop now”
Open the curtains and take the end of act bow. 

Rant

Take your medication so you feel no pain
Let it cast your days into a blur to ease the strain
Remember your hurt by the one thing you can never leave
Draw from this conclusion little relief
Now youl carry on plodding right till the end
And remain a mentally capped emotionly challenged friend
Because the time will come soon, indeed the time is nigh
When you will eventually stop and realise,
That what the fuck is the meaning of life
If you have to take a pill to make you allright
youve got your own head and youve got your own brain
That society likes to think and to entertain
the thought that your the abnormal, your in the wrong
When thier reighning in thoughts that dont belong
Im sorry i had to have a minor rant in poetry form
Please dont think that im overly folorn
Im fine really if a little caged in
And to feel upset is no sin
So il carry on righting and expect more ryme

Simply because im morose and have time

that i dont want to spend thinking about my predicament
so il put it in words and pretend they were not meant. 

The window
I saw your shadow on the parque floor
A fractured soul from some forgotton war
Your eyes they scream, your cold to the touch
Noone ever could say you spoke that much

the light catches your eyes in ways never seen
catching serenity of dust particles inbetween
your hair spreads out, all wires and brush
despite many attempts you contintue to rebuff

Noone quite knows what you say you are
but deep down you know your just an empty bar
the liquors run out and theyve all gone home
nobody thinks not to leave you all alone

But here you are and here i am
the molecules between us a total sham
we’re both a bit trapped, theres no way out
no point in running to scream or shout

But you wouldnt do that anyway would you?
the voice has been removed with hope  too
So well sit back, and rock and watch the sun burn
and hope it doesnt hurt us too much in return.